.. 23:37 hrs

but its always too late when youve got nothing

ahh ive been busy of late
the immense pressure smacked onto everyone with all the tests& grilling& pep talks coming right at you.
whoaaaa i cant take no pressure.
can still find space in between all that tightness to breathe, though.

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right, i thought since this is a new blog there should be some memories worth refreshing.
or some little titbit of information that might be erh... nice to know.

* XTREMER currently has 888posts. tell you what, i never wanted it to surpass the 1000 benchmark simply because i dont want it to. so believe it or not, i actually delete the posts i dont want to keep. heh.

* i didnt get this picture that easily. typed a hell lot of shit like "depressed", "corner", "dark", "sad", "melancholy", "deep sorrow", "lost control" before i finally got my hands on yummylicious skin ;D however emo this may seem, im fine, really.

* much as ive incorporated blogging into my routinary ( sadly ) life, i dont think ill have much time on my hands to be able to churn something good everyday. so it shall erh, stagnate occasionally, yes.

* the reasons im abstaining from Friendster now. 've been quite thoughtful these days, &during that period of time i thought, "hey, why bother so much about what other people are doing with their lives ? &why show off your life to others when you dont already want unnecessary attention ?" ive reason to say this is validated. realise most of our testimonials nowadays contain junk, indirectly informing the whole world what youve been doing& who youre close with& all.

2nd reason, if im not going to poke into people's lives, i dont see why they should into mine. again one might question the existence of this blog if i dont want unnecessary attention. well ive said this before& shall say it again. a public blog serves the purpose of a message conveyor/transmittor/whatever. if theres something i want people to know, its a good place to voice things.

3rd reason, its the first step to less lingering-around-the-computer-s. 2nd step's to stop signing into MSN every single time i get my ass in front of the monitor.

ill go back to friendster after Os ;D


* &since this is public& meant for everyone to see. ill just say this. i dont like it when my friends are harrassed, be it indirectly or directly. if youve doubts about her, why not make friends with her& ask her yourself instead of snooping around ? it's not very pleasant. im not going to throw any insults because i dont think theres any bad feelings between us.




wooooo ima flop my add maths tmr.
i just know it i just know it.
but i promise ill get all my concepts right by prelims ;(

&erh, EL oral tmr.
heard Anne Ang gave someone in 4C 40/40.
grrrr ill never hit that standard so i shall aim for a 34 or so.
i counted& estimated; if i actually get a 34 i should be able to secure my A.

ROARS AT PRELIMS ;(

♥ XOXO ♥