.. 00:45 hrs

Oh give us a fucking break.
We've got a casualty on our hands& here comes another one.

i'll bite when the situation beckons.



there are a few kinds of people who'd earn my respect.

people who can keep up with an interest for the longest time possible. eg. girl, guitar or whatsoever.

people who're able to stabilise& pin me firm to the ground. the levellers, yes.

people who think as deeply& sensitively as I do, or even more so.

it's good, dont worry about what others think you think.
sometimes i want to tell someone how i feel
but i dont even know the person well& it'd be rather weird if i voice my opinion.
this is symbolic; go unravel the truth
every sentence has a meaning, look deeper.

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i remember talking to Dan after my failed attempts at SBJ.
yeah he's one of the very few levellers.
says he, i should train my fitness& then try for soccer.
but i'll put Os& friends before CCA commitments definitely.
things like guitar, can come after those things.
time to set my priorities right.

so it's like,

1. family& friends
2. studies
3. passion
4. interest
5. frivolity

like hell, i dont even read blogs anymore.
just as Siang says, the only blogs i frequent now are those of close friends.
every other person's blog doesnt seem to appeal.
in fact i'd think i only read blogs of 3 other acquaintances.

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ohyes just a sidenote.
The Kill by 30 Seconds To Mars is absolutely fetching& worth the time.
highly emo& inapplicable lyrics, but it's really really nice.
ironically, listening to it precludes me from conjuring trash-thoughts.

♥ XOXO ♥