.. 23:55 hrs

LIVE LIKE MY FRIEND's the latest motto.
&by friend i didnt purposely mean Eunice
OKAY OKAY SORRY ;(

naaaaah it's just a fat week.
quite certainly downed calories aplenty on Monday.
Tues some of us 4A kidz had jap food ;D
WHICH I BET YOU WOULD APPEAL TO EVEN THE MOST REFINED PALATE IN TOWN.

Wed the girls went for some swensens
oooh about a hearty 2000 calories that day.
pretty sure it exceeded the big 20.

alright& im supposed to lose weight ?
HI ! HI !
where's the dieting plan gone ?


the only reason why im here
( &very deduceable a reason it is )
's that I BROKE MY PROMISE SO DAMN IT.
cant keep my fingers away from the mouse for more than 3 days.
there goes the hiatus.

im worried.
in fact, majorly stressed about prelims.
it seems like we dont really have time to finish revision. ;(
we have.. 3 WEEKS !??
rhe only subject for which ive completed revision's physics.
&im not even entirely confident about the whole going-into-&-aceing-it thing.

chem's less-than-halfway done.
amaths& emaths are erh, buried somewhere beneath the pile.
bio's much-lesser-than-halfway done.
geog's untouched.
SS IS UNTOUCHED AHAHAHHAAHA JOKE.

grim reminder : YOUVE 3 WEEKS.

fact that i havent gotten down to getting a social studies text isnt the least bit comforting.

alright ill stop stressing people ( MYSELF ! ) out.

*

i NEED a life-skill, BAD.
the older i get the greater the tendency to pull away from crowds.
nah i dont mean the general public.
idk its just, ive been keeping to myself quite a bit now.
but i wont thrive in society like that !
think it's just me.
sometimes i feel like reverting back to the old cheerful friendly self.
but ive said this many times.
it's already a much weathered happiness im containing here.
ive the lost the ability to warm up easily now.
besides im generally untrusting.
few people get my trust.
but if they get it's there until it's misplaced.
yeah yeah bullshit.



hmmmm so whats for lunch ?

♥ XOXO ♥