.. 16:25 hrs

the rope im climbing is playing host to uncountable frays here& there.
with every paper i take& every day i pass now it seems like im sliding off gradually
the lava pit's edging nearer& nearer.
i summon every bit of strength there is in my body& start to climb
but i know the more i exert the faster that rope will come off.

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i dont know why i have to be the sick one.
all year round ive been doing well for chem, until today.
fucking fever on sunday robbed me of my studying hours.
so i did all i could to cram minimal info up my head
AND THIS IS WHAT I GET ?!
my calculations for VA wrong, didnt even stop to think of any other possible transition metal besides LEAD when i FUCKING. SAW. THEYELLOWCOLOUR !?!!!. didnt test for the right gas. knew how to do the thinking question BUT DIDNT HAVE THE TIME TO DO IT FUCK.

i dont even want to know how much ima get already.
&even though my head's still burning& throbbing now i feel like ive just sunk into the mortifying bleak depths.

in conclusion, im screwing just about every subject i usually am pretty good at.
nvm, ill just work doubly triply hard for the theory paper.
82/100 ok.

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