.. 00:24 hrs

ah fuck it im pissed.
not with anyone in particular just.. with myself.
for my chem.
&the fucking substandard shit im giving.
cmon i know its not 100%.

since i smartly flopped the pract, which also happens to be the easiest to score
gotta depend on the theory already.
&i need around 85/110 to get my A1.
(or something like that)
i know i can do it but part of me's refusing to absorb all the dry topics.
people who know me know my memory sucks like anything& its really hard for me to memorise stuff.
thus the parallel lines.
but yar im going to exhaust my capabilities because I CAN (well maybe) AND I WILL MEMORISE EVERY SINGLE SHIT IN AIR& CONTACT&HABER PROCESS.
the rest application stuff not so worrying. (EXCEPT MOLE)

im setting myself a minimum target of 35/40 for the mcq.
i can do it.
maybe its because i havent got everything into my brains. MAYBE.
because i keep falling short of self-expectation ;'(
im quite a perfectionist when it comes to chem stuff.
so yar. 33& i cry.
cmon man.

one thing, i should stop finding excuses.
the sock drawer's gonna run empty& i dont think theres any left in the kitchen.


one more thing.
i should really blog about happier stuff ;D

ahah needless to say today was unproductive.
did some amaths& chem.
felt lazy.
decided to laze around.
&I CAN FEEL THE FATS SETTLING DOWN LAR OMG.


btw im giving amaths& chem a LOT of attention ;D

♥ XOXO ♥