.. 00:08 hrs

what the hell.
i realised during the peak-Os period all ive ever been rambling about concerns the Os.
WTH AHAHHHA THIS IS NO LIFE BLOGGING.

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so i scraped my latest post& decided to blog something more inward
there is something ive always been wondering about
&Dan's tag on Loong's blog made me decide to put my thoughts in print
so what if i didnt know this bunch of people that i regard close friends ?
what if i chose another path& am involved in another social circle ?
will i feel the same towards that buncha people ?
will i be revelling in their company or will i not be as contented ?

i cannot say how much i love them
it's a blessing to have friends by your side
them who will catch you when you fall (stop yakking about cliches)
them who will support your decisions unconditionally
i'd like to think we have 3 anchors in life
family, friends& self.
all of which are equally important to maintain a proper hold of your emotional scale.

&sometimes i really wonder,
if friendships are made to be innocent& pure
why the hell are there people who take advantage of their friends ?
it'd be bloody sad if one day, you reflect in a corner
&realise you dont have anyone to call a friend.
because your conscience manifests itself as a barrier& denies their existence.
i scorn these people.


hey i know if i were to look back at this post
i wont like the way i wrote it
im looking at it& thinking it encompasses the essence of a (lower ?!) sec kid fiddling with english.
meh i need to be able to write good stuff anytime, not only when im in the mood to.
fuck.

♥ XOXO ♥