.. 23:49 hrs

about 2 days ago i experienced a 3rd incubus attack.
this time it wasnt as bad as the semi-astral-projection shit that happened the previous time.
but it was scary as hell i guess.
i finally understand why Sam said he had sinister laughter ringing in his head.
the laughter i heard seriously wasnt around me, but INSIDE my mind.
&it was kinda amplified, i knew i was conscious, but i couldnt move for nuts.
yeah the usual stuff, im kinda used to these

but everytime after an attack i'd be unable to drift into sleep again because everytime im about to fall asleep i sense/feel a sign or two
i think its just a state of mind but its seriously scary.

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Audz Dii WyeMin Kejing Tedrid& I watched the soccer boys today !
not bad realised that majority, if not all, of the soccer guys have passable looks
anyway i like their width of play
&how theyre always so hungry for the ball
definitely an interesting match today.


the lit-angel& econs-devil're still waging war in my fair bit of brain
im SO tempted to let myself float carefreely over to the LIT-SIDE (HAA, PUN, LIKE DARK-SIDE/UNLIT-SIDE TO LIT-SIDE/BRIGHTSIDE HA HA)
but people tell me not to drop econs because its quite an important subject
however, i miss critical thinking& writing& whatever a lit syllabus comprises of so yeah.
im still hovering in mid air.


ALL IN THE SUIT THAT YOU WEAR by STONE TEMPLE PILOTS.
i havent been listening to anything new recently so make do with these older songs :(
but hmm i think this is relatively new.
&GOOD.

♥ XOXO ♥