.. 19:42 hrs

okay.. now the monster is awake
it wont rest until there's nothing left
maybe ever and anon
i forget about the pain
someone bending light comes along
and flowers lean towards the sun
some people fall in love and touch the sky
some people fall in love and find Quicksand
i hover somewhere in between.. i swear..
i cant make up my mind

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EDIT@ 0018h

the world seems to have contracted some sort of incipient verbal plague tonight
3 rant-conversations existed simultaneously, my mum had a bit of problem trying to send an sms, i was pretty exasperated& all.
seems like the word "busy" has had an all new meaning attached to it.
so pardon me if i replied really slowly in other normal conversations

i scanned the lyrics from Quicksand over& over again
realised this could well apply to a dilemmatic situation ive just gotten wind of.
the gist of discourse with someone unexpected tonight centered on certain psychological states of mind i feel i need to re-explore.
damn it's rousing my interest in psychology again but the impact's not too great.
well at least i learned& uncovered some bad earth from a seemingly fine patch

i sense a subtle plea from all that nonchalance
but how do you cut& slash through all those vines of lush green (GREEN SOME MORE)
without a proper axe or saw or some hard trusy weapon ?
i really wish i could help.
&it's always the same old nagging feeling of inadequacy.
&it's hard to verbalise my emotions.

WAH i must cut down on the usage of figurative language
must, remind, self, that im not taking lit anymore.
&must, cut, down, on usage of fucks.

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