.. 01:12 hrs

LONG POST AHEAD, ANYWAY.
AM SO NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR INCURRED BOREDOM


i listen to you cry
i cry for less attention
but both my hands are tied
&im pushed into the deep end


chilled@ the airport with Dii, YanLing, Vicki, WyeMin, YuJun& WeiZhou
what was sposed to be a fun-filled overnight stay turned out kinda disastrous
we had loadsa fun initially fooling around& waking hobos up (HAHAHAHA)
playing pig, fortune-telling, talking& all
somehow i realised my wallet was missing
ah im not gonna elaborate on the whole searching& panicking process
but i was holding my tears back on several occasions
a lot of people attempted to cheer me up, well i cant say i felt much better but it was damn thoughtful.
nehji especially, thank you for calling me right when you awoke, so i could cry& deprecate myself all i want. love you bro.
thank you all who were chilling too, for searching high& low but to no avail. it was heart-warming, dii i love you loads for coming over to sit with me when i isolated myself to think. (:
thanks everyone else who comforted me after getting wind of the news (damn, things really spread fast in vj)

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results, ahh im not in an appropriate reflective mood today so ill scrape the process too.
t'was good catching up with the class& the teachers as well
&erh, i was DAMN nervous after they revealed the 20% 6pointers thing.
so thank goodness i did well, surpassed my own expectations anyway
my expectations are generally high lar
the main shockers were chem, hcl& physics
chem because i seriously expected an A1 having done so well for MCQ
hcl A2 FOR SOMEONE WHO FAILED HER EOYS ZUO WEN HAHAHAHAH pleasant surprise.
physics because i gave up on it, studied for around an hour the day before& I GOT A FUCKING A2 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.
(im sorry, kinda hard having to contain the euphoria)
yes i swear ive never been SO excited in my life
called Dan, Nehji (NEHJI YOU SCREAMZZZZ WITH ME SOME MORE, SO FUN !!), Gongk, Loong, Chengwei, my mum, my aunt, Siang (okay loh got lecture dua pai), &replied everyone who asked or wished, ahh !!!
the moment we got our results audz dii& i ran to each other& screamed like mad cows ahhaha (:
truly a moment to be savoured.
chilled w the dhs people after that, played netball, soccer& volleyball, talked, laughed, ahh i feel the love.

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today was essentially good.
audz& i pooled with some of the seniors first
AHHHH BEN YOU FREAKING PRO SHIT ):
met the rest@ pizza hut !
JTS WAS REALLY, REALLY ENJOYABLE HAHAHA
woooo we had some really funky concoction to drink from
hmm got to mix with more of the seniors
sat around& nonsensed@ the esplanade until around 11
we tricked elizabeth into doing the concentration thingy HAHAHA !! (:
too much to say, lets go pool again some day ! (:


audz raised a question that's pretty much been lingering at the back of my head
wish i could come up with a definite answer sometime soon.

♥ XOXO ♥