.. 23:41 hrs

a mental note; tell Life to stop purchasing lemons simply because it has the means to.


can things get any weirder ?
i hate it (ohno ohno says my donthate makelove policy AGAIN) when i need to exhibit melancholy in one conversation& be really happy in another. (in any case, let it be pseudo-joy, i dont care)

its a dichotomy i cannot take.
situations like that always end up with me pretending to sign off
when i actually content myself with appearing offline, stoning& picturing everyone else chatting happily, without a care for the most mundane stuff in their lives.

they really dont care, anyway.



no wonder they say i worry too much.

"i can fix anything
if you'll let me near"

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nehji cheers me up with the fact that he's bought my vday present& he'll pass it to me on wednesday hope i like it (insert gl smile) its USEFUL yada yada.
ahh i cant stand it anymore.
from now I WILL NOT INITIATE ANY CONVERSATION UNLESS THE NEED ARISES
IM FUCKING FED UP WITH PEOPLE& THE CONVENTIONAL SOCIETY.


YESYESYESYESYESYESYESFUCKYES IM PROLLY ANGSTx174752 TONIGHT.
fine let it be, i dont care.

♥ XOXO ♥