.. 18:02 hrs

i wrote something pretty good
some random recollection
but forget it, lets concentrate on recapping shit.

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Valentine's was essentially good
on-the-surface kinda good, if that really makes a difference
gifts aplenty, i'll do my thanks in totally random sequence so pardon me.
thanks nehji (full of love !) dan (im honoured !) gongk loong pearl audz dii yanling stella chengyi eunice vicki yirui yiting andrea jiayi xinying limah tingli lijie donovan melly pamela melmel tedrid minli elizabeth ben (thats quite something from a liverpool fan !) chengwei nat frederick jon-loh sihui vanessa mich huiyi louis boonwei shimin THANK YOU !
AND WYEMIN FOR THE RHCP BOOK CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW STUNNED I WAS.
AND ANNSIONG FOR OVERLOAD OF PEZ STICKS, REFILLS, MANU POSTER, CANDY CANE& A ROSE ! my angel rules lar seriously.

despite the love i couldnt help but let shit get to me
the whole buncha us were pretty emo throughout the day
shit happened, shit felt, &all
us sitting at the treehouse was kinda good, in a way.
thaipan after that with chengwei ben wyemin audz dii
&then listening to summarised story on the bus kinda made me tear.
got home& i swear at a point in time 5 out of 6 of my conversations were emo conversations.
gosh whats gotten into everyone ?


today was kinda meaningful
the fact that i managed to pack my cupboard& wardrobe provided miraculous contentment
the only bad thing that came out of this self-implemented holiday - i wanted to rip my nose off.
sitting in front of the screen, devouring sihui's cookies& drinking out of the ManU mug from VIBen seriously felt like the stuff to do (:
&the whole upshot of an otherwise-intended-emo day was clearing misunderstandings& letting all doubt evaporate into visceral nothingness (:


homework pile growing by the day, but all i really want to do now is to play my guitar.

♥ XOXO ♥