.. 02:41 hrs

it accumulates, consolidates& structures itself into a deadly sarcophagus, maybe more appropriately a barrier.
the NO that escaped my mouth seriously wasnt what i expected
killed my spirits too, &attacked million other things.
i need to rid this bit of shyness.
im really, really sorry, i promise i'll try harder.
this is a two-pronged pain.
i wish i could do something about it
although this bit doesnt concern me
i can feel it so damn well.

passing showers always create rainbows
if only whatever you said were true.


&i seriously, fervently pray that i didnt strain any muscle.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE ):

♥ XOXO ♥