.. 04:36 hrs

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Feels like the sort of night which I could survive with a glass of ice-cold water, Radiohead/ The Who and conversational memories. (!!)
I'm fond of dredging up age-old remnants of camaraderie and questioning my capabilities as a friend, conceiving multiple possibilities that could've stemmed from a particular friendship.
That said, I've been trying to remember whether this girl and I ended off on a good note.
Last time I met her was way back last year, but we/I didn't have much to say.


I've said this a million times; I think I deviate from some as time goes cause I get very much settled and comfortable in my zone, and also possibly due to my increasingly antisocial and cynical mindset. Sometimes it's too late to rebuild those bridges you carelessly destroyed, in a bid to rectify certain problems one might end up forcing smiles at one end and suffering at the other.
Even so, I feel like talking to her again, just because; she took the initiative to re-enter my life some days back, and I've just been thinking.



Yay, XinRong officially morphs into Chill-Jill in 7 days' time.
Can finally, finally get a grip on my 101 in 1001 !
Put my list up here when I feel like it.
&Happy 19th Shangster, lazy to type all I have to say here.
Everyone is growing up too damn fast.



Okay, more content and less soccer here.

♥ XOXO ♥