.. 03:51 hrs

Just finished my cheat sheet for Stats tmr.. Anyway the general idea is I'm floating but not swimming. I think a whole load of that faith I used to have in myself has dissipated in the water. Now it's just, as Seb puts it, "I don't know what I'm doing". It's like blind faith in a religion (I don't have one btw), the reason why you're so susceptible to backsliding.

Pity, isn't it, that most people don't really know what they want in life. Actually I thought I had mine well-defined, just enough income to support my shopping habits and random decadent obsessions (LOL one coming right up, I'll tell). But then again you never quite know.


Okay.. Hall. So if I can stay, I'll be captain. Ikr all the responsibilities and I'm really not that great. It's a dilemma of sorts.



Much has happened. Discovered and learned a lot this coupla weeks. Week(s) of epiphanies might I say ? OKAY IM RAMBLING I KNOW !!!!

♥ XOXO ♥